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I
It is weird
to write
poetry for
school. Yet,
I find
myself dying
to do so,
trying my best
O’Hara
imitation. Maybe
I should
just be myself, but
can’t I
only project my image
on the
reflection of another
man? I
suppose that was what
god did
through Jesus, and
what we do
through god. I find
the idea of
a personal
god very
appealing, oftentimes
dream about
it. As I lay in
my bed and
think why on
Earth would
god create humanity,
a truth
strikes me. It is uncanny
how the
girl’s eyes become the same
color under
the dim sunlight as the boy’s
sparse
hair, both of which have
a little
god in them. I suppose
colors
don’t strike us as beautiful until
we see a
sweet coincidence,
which
obviously is more than
a simple
occurrence: something
that is
meant to happen, something
that
ripened and aromatized through
a course –
much like a fruit.
I find
myself lying on my bed,
thinking
about my god, and my
poetry
assignment. I like the fact
that I
wrote it, but I am not
a real
poet. I can only hope
to be.
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II
I will not
write twelve poems
yet
but a
second deserved to be written
either by
me
or by the
wind
on the
faces of small children
and leaves
of fall that are
turning a
little more
luminous
everyday
the poem
belongs
to the sun
and the air
at least as
much as the wind
-if not
more-
and they
too
shall sing
it in grace
even before
it is finished
everyone
will hear it – the girl and the boy
and the
girl will wangle the boy
and the boy
will woo the girl
and the
clouds will witness them
on Travessera
de Gràcia
and before
the sky can even hug them
they will
be together
they will
embrace the sky
and fall –
but not apart
like two
leaves bonded in the rain
and as they
waltz nearer to the ground
and as she
sees that she’s the one that is wangled
she’ll
smile
it’ll be
glorious
and the sun
will light up her face
with the
same color
that fall
leaves
have.
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I cannot thank you enough.
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